Eve without her apple…

Just kidding. That didn’t happen. Only in my case it would seem…. While the rest of the world is getting knocked up, I am sitting here almost 3 years later wondering, “What’s wrong with me?!”. I should have started this thing a long time ago. Not just for my sanity, but for any other ladies out there who feel all alone in their struggle to reproduce.

I have remained somewhat private about this issue- unless you are my close friend, family member, or husband, in which case you have been lucky enough to hear me bitch and cry for 3 years! Lucky you! So I would like to take this moment to apologize if I have been a cruddy friend or person in recent years- I have been focusing most of my time and energy on this struggle. I have finally come to the realization that I just need to let it be. But really this time, let it be.

This journey has been filled with lots of tears, laughter, pain, headaches, heartaches, fights, make ups, patience, pep-talks, and prayers. Maybe some of you can relate. Maybe some of you can’t. But I invite you along if you would like, to maybe learn, maybe be more compassionate, maybe laugh- hopefully laugh. I hope this blog can be called something different really soon- but until then here are the chronicles of the unfruitfulness…